Good evening you guys, I hope you all already drank your daily H20! I'm writing once again because I have some thoughts hammering my pointy head


It may sound weird, but lately I've been really bugged by topics regarding sexuality, and that makes me question about stuff that I personally don't want to care in the slightest, but I have a severe problem called "caring too much about stuff that I really shouldn't"


People are different from each other (usually, if not always), and with such, people also have different needs and priorities in life, so it doesn't make sense to think more or less of someone because of what they conceive as "important"


That being said, I'm tired of pretending like I don't have anything to say about how people impose their views on sexuality, being on purpose or not


Yeah that's right, I DO think that calling someone an "incel" is stupid. Oh yeah, I DO think that intercourse isn't a basic need. Oh my, I DO think that people have different ways of connecting deeply with each other aside of exchanging body fluids like some freaky slugs


All that awakens anger on my SVG-ish cursor body because I've been influenced by people opinions way too much in regard to sexuality, be by my family, by co-workers, by the media I consume or some internet randos. I've being coping it with porn and out-of-pocket flirting for a while and I DON'T think it's healthy in any shape or form


We didn't evolve so much as sentient and rational creatures to just listen to whatever our stupid meaty and bone-ish body craves, and I don't want to nourish that behavior for myself, not anymore, because it makes me lose precious time and energy that could be used to... I don't know, learning Japanese? Engaging more on gamedev? LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE?


You're probably thinking: "Erm Menta, you're sounding a little upset talking about it, you good?"


No, I'm not good, and that's why I'm writing this entry, it's a personal way of standing by myself regarding those feelings and thoughts


You may also think I'm stupid or bat-doodoo insane for thinking and saying all that, and you know what? Maybe I am, and that's good, because if being "crazy" makes me happy and satisfied with myself, guess I'll be the wackiest fella around town now


Anyways, I'm not going to be influenced in that way anymore, I may take hits on this battle against carnal desires going on forward, but I already swung my first strike, and that's all we need to...


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